This may be a whiney blog…whiney about more than one thing too. And, I really don’t have a serious reason to be whiney, but that’s how I’m feeling today (Sunday).
I hate feeling
sticky. The weather yesterday and again today is warm and humid as in the air
feels thick. The very act of breathing makes me feel sticky. Actually, doing
something that requires muscle use makes me really sticky. Today was the day I
water everything in my garden except the grass which is well and truly dead.
Just walking from front to back and setting up the hoses/sprinklers made me
feel as though I need a shower…a cold shower.
And, okay, it
could be way worse. I could live in one of the southern states that have had temperatures
over 100 degrees for days, weeks, months.
But it’s a dry heat they tell me, but I still think that has to feel really
hot. Of course, most have air conditioning (I think), so it’s a quick walk from
one air-conditioned location to another. So, yes, I agree I probably don’t have
a lot to whine about here, but I HATE feeling sticky.
It hasn’t been
long since I blogged about my pot garden and the flowerbed gardens, but I’m
tired of them today as well. I’m tired of having to water everything so it
stays alive and continues to produce and/or bloom. I’ve also reached the point
I reach at some point during the summer where I feel as though I’m done, just
done. I’m at that point now where I’d be happy to begin putting the garden away
for the winter and most of my dahlias haven’t even begun to bloom yet. I’m sure
I’ll feel differently tomorrow or whenever movement doesn’t leave me feeling
sticky.
My final whine
(I think) is about Kuma. He is one very smart doggie so why can he not learn
two things I’d love for him to learn, i.e., no bark and no dig. I went back to
bed this morning and left the door open so he could come and go. He went all
right, right out to a place he’s dug before and dug not one area there, but
three. He’s after the moles, I think. So, once again, I’ll need to scrape the
dirt back into the holes. And why is there always less dirt to go back in the
hole than what came out? Once I’ve replaced the dirt there, and in another
location, I’m going to put metal grids over the dirt so he cannot dig there
again.
Kuma simply
will not get the “no bark” command. Today, he made me so angry I upped the
number on his shock collar. He yelped and I felt extremely bad. I’ve used the
sound button and the vibration button as well as the shock button on a low
setting, but maybe it’s going to take a bigger shock to make him stop barking.
I don’t even know why or at what he’s barking because I can’t see anything out
the window. So, what will make me feel worse, giving him an actual shock or
putting up with his ignoring my “no bark?”
I’ll probably feel worse if I make him yelp again…I felt so cruel I
wanted to kneel and love him all over to let him know how sorry I was.
I guess I do
have one more whine and it has to do with my resilience. And, okay, I know I’m
much older than I once was and it’s probably the reason. Still, when I spend an
entire day working away at whatever the project may be…yesterday it was taking
all my plants outside and giving them a nice bath; cleaning up the areas in
which they reside, washing all the plates that go beneath to catch water, and
then hauling them all back inside. Yes, they look wonderful, all bright and
shiny, plus I changed the way some are displayed and added a few new ones that
required transplanting. I also baked a pork roast in the early morning so I can
have pulled pork sandwiches.
There was a
time when I had hanging plants at every single window, plus a three-tiered
display at one end of the living room. Back in that day, I would haul the
plants out, transplant those that needed it, hose them off, clean and oil the
shelves, wash the plates, and then haul them all back inside. Back then, I did
the entire thing in one day. Today, I have about six more plants that need to
be transplanted and returned inside and I’m feeling very tired. I’m not sure I’ll
get to those plants today.
I’m sure if I sat here a while longer, I could find moer things about
which to whine, but I’m not going to do that. I actually feel a bit better and
more energized now that I’ve whined for two pages. Thank you for reading and
understanding.