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When I first began blogging a very long time ago, I had many reasons for doing so. The original blog I began in 2011 I cannot find anywhere any longer. I suppose the contents were deleted into the ether when I neglected to return after being absent for many years.
I tried a
couple of other times and even took a class, but never stuck with it
until after John died. That’s when I began “Paula’s Widow’s Mite.” When I
began, it was for several reasons. First, I thought my experiences might be
helpful to other widows. Second, I figured my blog might attract a large
following. And, finally, there was the small idea in the back of my brain that
it might attract a publisher.
Well, my number
of followers never rose above maybe twenty as far as I could tell, and almost no one ever responded
with a comment on the blog. Since I post the blog title and link on Facebook,
there were/are some folks who comment on Facebook about what I wrote. And it’s
true, when I was posting erotic fiction, chapter by chapter on my blog, I did
end up having an interested publisher. Unfortunately, it was my first draft and
needed a lot of work, so a book with my name on it won’t be appearing in the
local bookstore anytime soon…or anytime at all for that matter. That’s because I
decided I didn’t want to spend the energy on a massive revision.
For a period of
time, I didn’t write or blog at all. I just didn’t have the any enthusiasm or topics which made me want to do so. Don’t ask me what happened recently that led me
to take up the keyboard and begin again…I just did.
I’ve decided my
main reason for writing and blogging is for my own interest and satisfaction.
The topics about which I write and post may be of little interest to most
people; however, I enjoy the process and end result. I’m doing it because it’s
fun for me. Of course, when I do receive comments, either on Facebook or in my
actual face, those comments, since they are positive, do make me feel good.
Of course, this doesn't mean I don't hope people will read my blogs and enjoy them because I most sincerely do. Still, I imagine if someone told me they hated a particular blog or said I was a horrible writer, I’d continue to write and blog simply because me, myself and I like doing so…a lot.