Was not a
good day. I didn’t get a single thing written. I was/am very depressed even though
I walked, went to exercise class and did my physical therapy. I kept and keep
reminding myself that I “choose” how I’m feeling, but sometimes the day can
hold surprises that are horrid, seem very unfair, and provide a picture of
myself that I feel I don’t deserve and that is totally unwarranted. It’s
because of the source of those feelings that I am feeling so depressed even
though I’ve tried to choose not to be.
Perhaps today will be a better day. To
begin, I’m going back to bed for a while longer.
I wish y’all a wonderful day.